I didn’t have any sugar, so I came up with a solution!!

I need sugar to be happy and hyper! So I grabbed all the yummy cookies and my dad treats us like we are five and buys us candy.. So he got us cookies and cream filled pastries. Aaah. SUGAR! Yaaay!! And mom had made date cookies.. ooooh...

WE CAN’T FORGET COCA COLA!! SUGAR AND CAFFEINE. I know the caffeine is bad.. but I haven’t had any for days!!

So from now on … I will have sugar sugar and only sugar..

Tomorrow I will get fudge and cake!! I miss cake..yummmmmm.. SUGAR!!

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I have been getting numerous emails from people the past few days, asking and willing to comfort me.

So it was mostly guys. You guys read about my life and see how crazy and messed up I am and want to comfort me by being your friend? You send me your age and your occupation and think you just want to be my friend? You guys are seriously funny. Beyond funny. Half the time I don’t know what to reply to you guys. I am flattered, but at the same time, I am not in the mood to talk to anyone.

No offense, I just don’t want to talk or meet anyone new. I just want to be left alone in peace.

I am just afraid and tired of talking to anyone anymore. I am happier being alone. Really.

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From last night, ass kicking to those idiots who talk too much without thinking! (Updated: He is a CAPRICORN TOO!)

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Happy Eid, Eid Mubarak, Kul 3am wa into bekheer, Eid Sa3eed, etc. Today we celebrated Eid. Ramadan was over yesterday and today we had eid here in Canada. Finally, I got to drink coffee in the morning. So what did I do? I went to work. I was alone for awhile in the morning. Then my co-worker came and I said, “hello.” He didn’t reply back. So I ignored him for the rest of the day. I didn’t want to bother. If saying hi is too much effort then screw it. No more talking. Sometimes I feel that people at work really hate me and probably wish I would leave. I really feel it.

So I spent the day doing some stuff and eating. Eating day as I call it. There is no point of taking a day off of work if I am going to spend it sitting on the computer at home. At least I got some fresh air in this cold weather. It was 4 degrees celcius this morning and high of 8. I was cold and I wore a sweater and coat. When I am cold, I get hungry!

I decided to just eat all day. To make up for a whole month where I lost 10 pounds. I think I gained them today, and I added the last pound eating right now as I am typing from my hidden box of fudge.

What did I eat today?

Breakfast: coffee and croissant and cheese

Brunch: bag of frittos

Lunch: foot long tuna sandwich from Subway. (It wasn’t that good. No more tuna from them.)

Dinlunch: beef burger sandwich

Dinner: chicken sandwich, pizza, chocolate

Night Dinner: pizza, raspberry Koolaid, chocolate, and fudge

I think I am going to throw up.

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As I was sitting there all day at work doing a half ass job. (lack of motivation).. you know.. one of those days. I started thinking about what I really want in life. I guess when you are at an all time low and unmotivated to do anything productive, then all you can do is wait for the light.

What light you may ask? Well, as I was walking in this horribly cold weather, I realized that fall is here. The leaves are turning yellowish/orange and everything is whithering slowly. But everything comes back right? Whatever goes down, goes back up. Right?

So what am feeling right now? I feel a bit lost and confused, but in a good way. I can’t really have a master plan now for life. I need to brake it up to many pieces first before going on to the next step.

What are those steps? I need to slice it down first in my head before I write it out.

All I am thinking right now is that I am hungry, cold, tired, and wanting fudge so badly. I bought fudge yesterday from the grocery store but I hid it.  :lol: I had to. I needed to hide my statch of substances!  Hehehe.. Also, this girl sitting next to me now just mentioned sushi.. and I want sushi too. Damn.. I want so many things as I am speaking. But they are all food related. I love food. Why can’t food just taste bad? Especially fudge. Can’t they just be bad? Just for a day?

Oh god I am getting hungry writing this. Maybe I will write another post later tonight when I am not hungry. Maybe then I will have a plan.

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