Rebellious Arab Girl » My taste of Music

I want to be a full time blogger

Mona — Mon, 13 Jun 2011 14:27:52 +0000

Or writer.. I really do. Being a computer programmer has made me a very depressed individual for over 8 years. I think I need to use my talents to express my self, and honestly, if I wasn’t a creative person who likes art and making great user interfaces, I would have been sunk into the abyss of programming hell.

Yet, it is not that easy to become a full time writer. I think trying to express my self lately has taken a down turn and I am not opening up as I used to. I am not going ape shit and trashing something that happened to my life like it used to. I think being a programming has caused the following problem:

I have a serious short attention span in everything else in my life!

I tried everything in my life. Everything! I am so spontaneous in making decisions and just trying them out. I won’t get into the details, but what more can I do?

I think the reason that I tried so many things and I cannot make a decision of what I really like is what is driving me crazy and bogging me down all the time. Also, being an Arab limits my choices. However, being older I can just argue back to my parents and tell them WHATEVER.

My own dad is afraid of me now and he keeps saying, “when did you become this tough?” I tell him, “to survive in this house hold of being an Arab I have to be WAY tougher and sharp tongued to survive!”

It is true, you need to be tough to be an Arab living in a traditional home and balancing your life between western and eastern mentality.

Anyways, I am at work now, and I do not want to work. I feel like Mondays should be the day to get back in the mood and not just jump into work. I just don’t care anymore. I rather write. I miss writing and reading. I have my beautiful sexy Blackberry Playbook and I use it to read books more than anything. Writing is my next task! My real passion.

I am thinking my next project will be fiction and placing short story e-books on my website. I need to focus and make things happen. Screw programming, I did it for too long. I can’t wait to get my project management certification and move on with my life. Oh my patience! It is being tested and stretched out to major limits!

P.S. We should all be Latin dancing! Bailamos mis amigos!

Rating: 5.0/5 (3 votes cast)

Love this song!!

Mona — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 12:28:23 +0000

I find the words very powerful. I love it.. great music!!

Rating: 5.0/5 (2 votes cast)

My deep secret passionate desires

Mona — Thu, 31 Mar 2011 02:45:21 +0000

Sometimes I feel so low and so depressed, but something about having this site that I can’t resist. It’s like an infectious disease and it will just not go away that easily! You know what it is?

If you are really smart and you have been reading my blog for a long time then you would know what I am talking about.

This is what I love:

Your Name: sarmad
Email: xxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com
Website: http://

Message:
hi ,,,,,,,,,,,,,i want to chat some girl ,,,,,,,,,,but only arab….

You guys keep me alive and wanting to love life day by day, night by night, and year by year. Oh spammers, you put a smile on my face and you keep the web alive!!

Now I feel like singing a song!! The words are just vomiting out uncontrollably as a result of a bad internet hangover!

Rebellious Arab Girl Song:

chorus
I love spam.
I love spam.
Oooh baby.. I love spaaam!!

Yaaaaaa!!

chorus repeat

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!

I made this blog long ago
To capture all you spammer’s galore
You always put a smile on my face
When life is sinking me down the hole

chorus repeat

You make me say crazy things
That I would never do or think about
But you guys are the reason for my change
And wanting to always knock you out

I always love my crazy blog days
That have no premise or a plot
You make me want to vomit words
That are nothing other than crap

repeat chorus

Yes, you spammers are the best
Oh baby, just the best
But I will always detest your presence
Because you are nothing but nasty pests!

And yes, I would sing this stupid song better than Rebecca Black’s Friday! I would have more emotions, charisma, dramatic facial expressions, and not look like a dumb ass teen!

Rating: 5.0/5 (1 vote cast)

I found it

Mona — Wed, 09 Mar 2011 23:12:21 +0000

Wow.. this can’t be anymore true… the lazy song is amazing.

Best song ever peepz!!

Rating: 3.3/5 (3 votes cast)

I guess 30 is the new 20!

Mona — Fri, 25 Feb 2011 17:10:23 +0000

I know most of you won’t like this song, but you know what? I do listen mostly to Rap and R&B. I like it! I do like pop music too, but not all!

“I am all grown up!”

Rating: 3.0/5 (4 votes cast)

Nice memories

Mona — Thu, 17 Feb 2011 02:50:17 +0000

Rebellious Arab Girl’s music video from early 2008 created by the late Brian H. RIP..

I like the tune! It’s always nice to have a song or music written for you..

I wonder what my theme song would be like in 2011 after over 5 years blogging.. I think it would be more jungle like!

P.S. The layout to my site was so old in the video!! I liked it though, nice and blue!

Rating: 4.0/5 (3 votes cast)

Why is this so awesome?

Mona — Sun, 05 Dec 2010 12:24:59 +0000

This is probably one of the best songs I heard in a very long time.

What do you guys think?

Rating: 5.0/5 (2 votes cast)

Men…

Mona — Sat, 23 Oct 2010 20:36:31 +0000

Can you make me feel like I am the only girl in the world?

That’s a question every gal should ask first. Not how much money he has, not what he does, not what is his education.. this is exactly what my problem is with guys. I cannot seem to find one that treats me like I am the one. Why is that so hard?

Ode to Rihanna, she said it all in a song!

Rating: 5.0/5 (3 votes cast)

How to cause friction

Mona — Fri, 15 Oct 2010 01:20:50 +0000

One thing I discovered lately is the real reason people dislike my pure existence, especially Arabs. I never knew why, but the following is the real reason that I didn’t realize for all these years:

Because I ignore them.

Is that a sign of arrogance or peace of mind? You tell me!

I am not arrogant.. I don’t care what people say about me. In the past I always wondered why people are talking crap about me. I didn’t realize it at the time, but I have this unconscious behaviour of ignoring people. I ignore people. I don’t talk about them. I don’t care about them. I don’t even think about them. I just forget them. I have to to keep that peace in my head.

Most of the time I would do that to people if they pissed me off in some way, or our personalities have clashed. I am not going to go up to a person and tell them, “I don’t want to talk to you anymore.” I find it rude and hurtful. I just ignore and let time make people forget. Why can’t people understand that that is the best solution? I don’t want to hurt you, but why do you hurt me back when your pride is more important than others dignity?

Now here is another good song that I like:

Rating: 0.0/5 (0 votes cast)

Why do I like this?

Mona — Wed, 13 Oct 2010 23:43:59 +0000

I don’t know what has clouded my sense of judgment lately, but I feel so drawn to this song. I like it. I find the words too powerful and have a lot of hidden meanings.

This song shows the weakness of women and men. But who wins in the end? Why do women always end up making the sacrifice?

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