I was browsing the net, and reading some forums, and Arabs were writing in Arabic (Thank God I can read Arabic) the following: The best solution for Palestinians is to just leave Palestine (migrate from it), and the whole problem and bloodshed will end.

I am seriously going to commit some murders. Now you know why the Arab world does not like Palestinians and does not care about them. Sure, let us suffer YOU ARABS and go from country to country to find a home. Typical STUPID closed minded ARABS! No wonder when Israel bombed the hell out of Gaza earlier this year, no one gave two shits, especially the Arab world.

Back to vacation. I am sick of the shit I read on the internet. No wonder I trash talk some idiotic Arab thoughts all the time. I have every right and evidence to do so.

Uff.

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This has been permeating the internet and I forgot to share it. Yes it is depressing, but this is Gaza for you. This cartoon video couldn’t explain it any better.

[http://closedzone.com/]

Palestine

The TRUTH!

My dearest mother, out of no where today, well, after meeting enough people for the day, told me something interesting. She said, “Why do people think that Palestinians are white? Why do they think they are only supposed to be white? Why do they only want a WHITE girl for their ugly sons? When will Palestinians or those white obsessed mothers get over it!”

I was in shock. Has my mother some how been reading my site, or has been rummaging in my brain and realizing that the shit I have been nagging about all along is true!?

I said, “Well mother, long time ago, I was on the bus, and a friend of mine introduced me to this one Palestinian girl. I told her my name, and where I am from, and she didn’t believe I was Palestinian.”

Mother said, “Aha? Because of your skin colour?”

I said, “Yes. This girl bluntly told me that I am no way Palestinian. Palestinians are not that dark. Palestinians are only white fair skinned people.”

Mother said, “You expect me to believe that most of the major Palestinian cities that are on the shore line of the Mediterranean sea, has only white skinned people?”

I said, “That’s what ignorant people think. They think the sun doesn’t do its job on Palestinians and the skin colour of people of the Mediterranean can never be dark! I am telling you mom, we are foreigners amongst our own people. It’s the world’s mentality. Skin colour!”

My mom is much lighter than me. She is olive toned skin. When she was growing up, people teased her because she was darker than the rest. In other words, not white. So she has a problem when people mention skin colour more than me! And I am way darker! It’s hereditary in my family to nag and complain about stupid shit that comes out of people’s mouth that makes no sense what so ever!

I am tan. I have dark brown hair. I have brown eyes. I look like a true middle eastern. Blah! Blah! Kiss my tan Arab ass haters!

I wonder if Arab countries carry tanning beds? Those beds would be so cheap! Just take a cheap ass mattress and put it outside in the sun for a bit. At least you will get cancer either way, but for Arabs, it’s a much slower process, because of all the extra melanin pigments we got! Amen to God given protection! Tralalalahahahaalala!

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I have been quiet about the bloodshed in Gaza the past, because the more I talked about it, the more I felt my heart was being squeezed to death. I couldn’t watch anymore dead children. It’s not right.

This week there was a plane crash in the Hudson Bay in NY of a huge civilian air plane. Everyone survived. However, this was the first thing that people asked, “was it a terrorist attack? Are the children ok?”

Why can’t the Western media have a heart to those kids in Gaza? What did a 4 year old do to deserve this?

Poll

I started a poll over a week or so ago about who started the war in Gaza. And so far, many people are truthful in knowing who the guilty party is.

The poll is still open:

More videos

I got this video from a Jewish man that lives in the US, and he is spreading his view points on Twitter of his discontent with what Israel is doing.

I saw the video and it was exactly how I felt, and how every Palestinian felt. The world does not understand and they refuse to understand. 1300 people died in Gaza, and over 5000 injured. Yet, the world is saying that Hamas needs to stop firing rockets and killing Israelis? So it is wrong for Palestinians to attack back? It is wrong for them to defend themselves? It seems to be. Because 13 Israelis died and only 2 or 3 were civilians that were killed from a bunch of stupid rockets. The world is going crazy cause of that! Yet, Israel is using white phosphoric weapons. Is that ok? Where is the justice? What is right and what is wrong? Really? Who is right and who is wrong?

I still believe that this world is run by a carnival of idiots, and we just sit and watch.

A Liberal Viewpoint

I found these videos on YouTube from a group called, The Young Turks. I thought they were reasonable. They were justified and well thought of. When you see and research both sides of the story, then your non-biased viewpoint is a bit more believable.

In Gaza Conflict – Which Side Is Using Human Shields?

Israel Strikes a UN Facility – Is it Intentional?

Now Israel said that it has called a cease fire. Let’s see how long that will last.

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I got some foolish emails from some people today. They complain to me that I should use my rebelliousness for the better of my Palestinian people and not talk about anything else. Hmm, those people come to my site searching for “arab girl”, “arab porn”, “arab f*** girl”, “hijab F*** girl”, “Muslim F*** girl,” etc, and they land on some unrelated post. They search through my site using my search bar that I so happily see what people search for, and they don’t get what they want. I think to my self, “hypocrites?” I don’t think that is a strong enough word to describe such Arabs.

Other people email me asking, “well, you never seen a war before. You have no idea how these people are feeling, and you are just sitting there comfortably in Canada.” True, I never been in a full fledged Israeli war. I was not born in Palestine to see anything. I was not in Lebanon in 1982. I was not in Lebanon in 2006, but I had a ticket booked for August of that year and the war started in July. I never seen the monstrosity of a true war. I apologize. I do not understand it completely. I apologize for me caring about other human beings, which happen to be the people that share the same ethnicity as me.

In 1990, the Gulf war started. I was in Riyadh, KSA still. I was 9 years old and school closed for over 2 months maybe. My family lived on the edge of the city near military bases and royalty areas. We were well equipped for a chemo or biological war. Each one of us had a gas mask and we all lived in fear. We would hear sirens go off every night. You know what sucks the most about a war? Night time and seeing missiles above your head colliding with each other to form a huge explosion. At least there was a retaliation of some sort. A fair war you could say.

Well, one night, I was out in the balcony playing. The sirens didn’t even go off, and all I saw was many missiles and explosions in the sky. My mom had to rush to the balcony to find me and hide me. I was frozen. My face turned blue and mom carried me inside because I couldn’t walk. Some life for a 9 year old eh?

I may not know or experienced a true war. But for children to see missiles above their head, and you wondering why they don’t run away or hide so quickly, is due to the fact that kids are scared to death and freeze. They can’t move and wonder to them selves, “Dear God! Why are adults so stupid, insensitive and not care about us!”

I know many people that were in Kuwait during the Gulf war and probably had worse experiences. I know many people from Lebanon and Palestine who had a lot worse. I went to Lebanon right after the war in 1991. The country was just recovering from a 15 year civil war. It was not fun to see all those ruins. War is not fun. Destruction and killing of other human beings is not fun to see or hear about.

Now you wonder why I am bitter and don’t give a SHIT about Arab countries or Israel or any organization. They are all stupid and think violence is the answer. We are still alive! Us children that saw wars! We saw it and we are sick of it. That’s why we left and finally found a place where people are NOT stupid and NOT fighting for power or religious control. WE left because WE had to! Many Arabs come here because they have to! We ran around from country to country to find another place to live. We wanted to live and stay away from shitty political rules, religious fanatics, and stupid organizations!

Is that ok with you? Do you mind me being in Canada now?

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