Well.. today was an interesting day. I got in trouble this morning from my boss because I am moody and sick of working on the same thing over and over. I just got sick of it! I feel like I am making something for non appreciative people. I swear. If they decide out of no where that they don’t like it, they will just decide, oh we are willing to pay 10,000 dollars for a stupid redesign from an external company and would rather treat me like crap.. I just can’t believe I flipped on my boss. I always feel like he is the middle man who has to suffer from crazy women. I am the craziest of them all! I think I am the worst person to deal with because I am so stubborn and so moody! I also think I have serious frustrations and I feel like putting it out on somebody. My boss was the victim. Sorry! ……. but… (Standing ovation to me).. I mean (cut my head off now!) .. I am so bad.. one day my attitude will seriously get me fired when my boss comes to his senses and realizes I am a nut case! (Maybe he thinks that now.. ) I know that for sure.

He also said I am a bad communicator. Me? .. hell ya! I agree. I will not deny that. I suck at talking.. but I don’t like whining either, so I don’t talk! That’s why I have a blog.. (The main reason!)..cause I friggen will flip on people because I have this mental problem thinking that people around me are not like me! I like things done a certain way and for a reason. I love to ask why, how, when, done! That’s my philosophy. I am a doer! I like things to have an aim and purpose and to get it done! I don’t like to flip flop.. boo.. it’s the worse thing for me to deal with!

Anyways.. so today I went to my first Jazzercise class. I dragged my sister too. Although she was way better than me! The class was great. I felt like I was awaken from my lazy ass sitting on the chair all day job and forcing my self to dance! We did Salsa, cha cha, tango, crazy aerobics! How do I feel now? Well I was dying. Literally, I felt like I was going to faint, but I was like dammit! My stupid little brat of a sister will not beat my lazy ass!! I will show her that my ass is not lazy but sleepy and needs to be awaken.

Funny, Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post, They said what?

As my mom says.. I am loud! Even my sister thinks I am loud. So I told them I am half deaf in my right ear and I cannot hear anything! So we ended that discussion real quick cause in reality, I cannot hear well!! So I am loud.. I’m loud.. you know it!

Anyways.. also today I decided to join Jazzercise! It’s not a gym, but more of a aerobics, yoga classes, and kick boxing. Stuff I can really use to beat up people. I am out of shape (big time), and I need to get back my adrenaline and go back to my old self. Soon I will look for a Tak-Wan-Do or Karate class. I have so much anger in me that I need to get it out but beating up people! I can’t wait!!

Tomorrow is the first class I will be going to. I will die. I will keep dying for a week or two.. but after that.. I will beat YOU up! muwahahaha!

Funny, Random Thoughts

Today I decided that I don’t want to be a member of Facebook anymore. I got bored and tired of people trying to add me to their list that I don’t know. I got tired of people messaging me that I don’t know. I just got tired of having a list of people just as a number. I don’t really talk to anyone. I could care less. If I wanted to talk to people I would use a messenger or face to face. I just got bored.

I lost interest. It is no longer amusing to me. It was, but I get bored easily.

I rather stick to my blog writing and reading. Looking at other people’s profiles is not interesting anymore. Just plain boring.

Random Thoughts, Whatever!

I spent my morning searching looking for other blogs. Someone out there must be an interesting person. I would say a majority of bloggers I found are moms in their mid-30′s. I thought that was interesting. They are great writers by the way. I was just not interested in reading about their kids and what they did that day. So I then searched for bloggers who have a little bit more spark. Something that gives them a type of uniqueness about their writing. Finding them was a bit hard. I would have to be doing this as a full time weekend job to find more interesting bloggers. Hmm.. I need to do more searching. Anyone out there know a few? I am not really focusing on Arabic blogs. I just want blogs that are worth reading!

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Sometimes I wonder who my friends are. I am not a very social person. So I never go around talking to people and just want to make friends. That’s seriously not me. I rather be with a small group of people. Not be too involved in personal affairs. Just small groups. One or two friends. I mean I look back at my life and I sit there and wonder who my real friends are. Should I count them on both my hands? No. One hand is enough. I have zero trust in people when I first meet them. After what happened to me this week. I look back and really understand now how to get people to show their true colours.

Just need to piss them off. Just need to push their buttons and see what they are really made of. Actually I am joking.ÂÂ? I don’t need to push anyone’s buttons or piss them off. All I got to do is not agree with them. Say my opinion. Tell them they are wrong. Then I will see what they are really made of. Their true colours will shine and everything will be out in the open.

That’s all you got to do. Just disagree with them.

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