I spent my evening chatting with my friend. So this is a true story between two Arabic girls. She told me the story of how her friend was completely jealous of her the other day by saying the stupidest comments ever. So this girl kept telling my friend this: “why you wearing those black Marciano jeans. I thought you had no money to pay for such expensive jeans. Plus why you wearing them during the day. If you wear such jeans it is only for going out to parties or clubs. You are so Arabic. Your style is so Arabic being all dressed up with all that makeup. Stop being like an Arab with that style. Plus those pants are made for black girls with big bootys, is that what you are trying to do? It doesn’t suit you. Also take off all that makeup. My boyfriend is going to come and you look so Arabic with the makeup and clothes. You need to change your style.”

My friend was in complete shock. I told her to stop talking to this girl. I met the girl on Friday my self. She drove with her to my city to meet the boyfriend she claims as hers that she met the week before. Eff.. So my friend is so pissed. I told her I had a bad vibe the moment I met her. I couldn’t wait till she got out of the car cause it was either me or her for another 10 minutes! I don’t know why my friend is still friends with such a girl. Some girls are pathetically jealous and big time users. My friend tells me how she borrows money from her and never gives it back to go to restaurants and to buy expensive clothing. I donno. Some people are friggen weird. I just told my friend to stop this craziness and either tell her off or leave her. This has been a continuous problem that I got tired of hearing about.

One characteristic of girls I cannot stand is jealousy! I find it to be this horrible trait that I fear with all my heart and I am completely scared of!

Ranting as usual!, They said what?

Aah.. I have been so grumpy and sick lately. I donno what is happening to me. I think I am just in need of serious time off. This is my dilemma eh. I can’t help it. I have never been so stressed.. Well I have been more stressed than this.. but this is a first in a while.

Anyways.. I just need to cheer my self up a bit.. I need something to watch or listen to now. I am not sleepy. I have so much to do and not enough hours of a day. So another late nighter.. aghh..

So I want someone to tell me a joke. Anyone got jokes to tell me? You readers out there.. anything funny to tell me so I can laugh for a bit? That would be fun.

It has been so quiet lately in the blog world. Only few active writers. What has happened to the internet world. Super busy.. aaghh.. I hate this. I need to read something for a bit. Read about how other ppl are not enjoying their time.

I always wondered about this. Do I enjoy reading about how miserable a person’s day was or how great it was. I think I am 50:50. I like to read about both feelings.

So how am I feeling right now?

I feel really weak. My back is hurting from the chair because I didn’t get off of it for the past 3 hours. I feel that my stomach is turning. I just don’t feel well. I think I am coming down with some type of flue. You know flue rhymes with shoe? Maybe I need a new shoe! lol

Aaah spring is coming.. soon summer. I need new shoes. New clothes. Aah I can’t wait I swear.. this has been the gloomiest winter ever. Shoooo winter.. let spring come! I miss the birdies under my window!!

Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!

I just woke up and I feel all cranky. Even though this is the first time this week I slept early. (early meaning 11:30 pm)..Â�? IÂ�? just need more sleep. I will go back to sleep. I miss sleep for 12 hours a day. lol Yeah right.. Never had that in a few months… Aaah.. I hate it when I wake up and my body is soar and I feel like I have some type of rheumatism killing my joints!! Aaagh..

Back to morning sleep.. long day ahead of me!

Funny, Ranting as usual!

So I have not gone to any classes this week. Not that I have many but I didn’t go to any of the lectures. Every time I got up to want to go.. my brain tells me to sit back down and just sit at work and just work. Not that I had too much work or anything this week. I just didn’t feel like doing anything. Learning anything new. Nothing. Just wanted a vacation from everything. I do feel somewhat guilty, at the same time I don’t care. I am just seriously loosing my motivation. I think I am just going down hill as the days go by.

I told my friend the other day that I want to change. Do something different. She is like what. Let’s do it together. She has similar problems as me.. and she lives in a drama world. I try to get her to write a blog but she would rather search brand name shopping sites and shop till she has no money. So she has money problems with her depression that she keeps shopping non stop to make her happier. And I have a need to just scream at people and I am daily loosing patience with people. It is just horrible!

I swear one day I am so gonna blow up and I will feel good after but everyone else will hate me. I think I just need to be put in solitude for some time and not have to deal with people. Not have to hear stories. Not have to interact with others. If I can do that for 3 months I may feel better. But I cannot afford to leave my work.

I think my problem is that I am still in this God aweful city. I think the memories and the aweful 5 or 6 years seriously damaged me. I am barely functionining as we speak. I don’t know how I still manage to work. It’s a miracle I swear. I think it is because I actually like what I do that I still manage to get it done. It still amazes me. It really does.

I want to MOVE away! Alone! WHERE WHERE! Awwwwwwww..

Blah Blah, Ranting as usual!, Whatever!

Ok.. today is March 14 and PI day is celebrated. Which is also Albert Einstein’s birthday. The Math pioneers of the world especially the ones at MIT are celebrating like it is a biblical day. All I can say is BOOO! Whatever.. who cares.. The world needs to celebrate the power of the 23!!!

We need to celebrate me instead. 23 is a way better number. (I’m born December 23, but I don’t like the number 12. I like 23!) 23 is a magical secretive number from ancient times. Also bad things or good things happen on the days that are 23. So watch out! It has it’s MOMENTS!

So because it is march 14 that 3.14~ is sooooo great.. the endless number of the universe.. fuck it has to end at some point!! Just not enough geniuses to figure that out. They send men to the moon. They send little toy robots to Mars.. and they can’t END THE value of PI �?€ ! Aaagh!! :lmao:

Ranting as usual!, Whatever!