We were in the car today going to the mall, and my mom was mentioning something about Eid gathering for kids somewhere in the city. So she asked my sister if she wanted to go, and my sister replied pretty agressively and said,

“No way! I don’t want to go where Arabs are!” Even though we have to explain to the masses, and her, that not all Muslims are Arabs, and not all Arabs are Muslim. But you know, no one will understand that, ever!

My mom said, “You are Arab! What’s wrong with us?”

My sister said, “The rest are weird and all they do is talk, talk, and won’t stop talking!”

I looked at my sister, and I rolled my eyes the other way, then tilted my head toward the window and thought, “I didn’t do it. I swear! I had no influence over her. I can’t control that teen. No one can! She came up with that conclusion all by her self!”

My sister is a mini-me version of me!

I wouldn’t go to that extreme for not being around Arabs my age, but seriously, they do talk a lot, gossip, and stare menacingly at each other.

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I reset my keyword search phrase listing 2 days ago. I wanted to show you guys that I am not the crazy insane girl that is spreading nastiness. Well, now I am, but I am trying to prove a point here. 50% or more of the people that visit my site from search engines are sick minded nasty people.

Warning! The following list contains horrible nastiness. Read at your own discretion. It is rated 21+! I wrote none of this, and I have no intention to discuss them. Read and make your own judgments. And don’t be surprised that the people that comment on my site or write me angry emails are one of those people that searched for something “very secretive,” but received something worse: ME!

The last two columns are the number of times the phrase was searched, and overall percentage.

If you reached this far, then you seriously have too much time on your hand. If you skipped it all, and read this, then you are smart and have better things to do with your life!

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One thing that pisses me off is the generation of Arab immigrant’s way of raising their children here. I feel that they don’t understand or have any reason of coming here other than having a piece of paper that says, “I am Canadian.”

I know it is hard for new immigrants to cope with the environment here, and get accustomed to living a civilized life, especially when everyone around them is from different parts of the world. What amazes though that Arabs here treat non-Arabs like kings and talk trash behind their backs. Why? Because Arabs think they are the best people in the world. Unfortunately, as an Arab my self, I have to give them a wakeup call every day and tell them, “No, you are not. Not with that mentality. You are better than no one.”

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The worst culture to change is the Arab culture. It is so hard to convince them to change, but even harder to tell them they are wrong. If you are an Arab and reading this, then you are wrong. There, I did it, and I will say it every day if I have to. I will tell you guys why though.

You see, the new generation that is slowly opening up to the world around them is pretty much born here, or came very young and were practically raised here. I was raised here too, because I came so young. However, I am stubborn as hell and I never listened to my parents. They got used to the fact that I am stubborn as a goat and I am outspoken. Therefore, I was never affected by them and learned that the people around me are like me. I am no different than them, and they are no different than I. So, why is this new generation still suffering from your stupid mentality?

When young girls, like 18 or 19 years old, who happen to be Arab, want to befriend other Arabs their age, then they don’t have to be ridiculed for their backgrounds. Oh I forget, Arabs hate each other. We can never unite as Arabic speaking people, because the older generation keeps brain washing their children that all the people from Egypt hate Palestinians. Trash those Egyptians! All Lebanese hate Syrians. Trash those Syrians!  All those Kuwaitis hate Iraqis. Trash those Iraqis! Etc.. etc.. etc… and so on.

This is what I don’t understand. You came all the way across the world to live a better life, and you are still teaching your children to hate other Arab cultures? You came to one of the most multicultural countries in the world, and you are teaching your kids that? So befriending non-Arabs is ok… You can be friends with them with no problems, but if it is another Arab, you have to make sure they are from the same country as you, and even the same village. Your kids can’t make friends from other Arab nations. Oh no! So and so’s government back home is hateful towards us! Look what they did to our people!

Hello! Maybe that’s why those Arabs, just like you, left their homes, and came across the world to live here and not have to live in such an environment! No wars, no political problems, and no dictatorships. If you “supposedly” left the world that you hated because of these reasons, then why do you keep teaching your kids that are born and raised here to continue on the hate? You came here to change, not to brain wash generation after generation. Are you Arabs stupid!??

If you Arabs hate other Arabs so much, why don’t you go live in a secluded land with no sign of other Arabs other than yourself, and maybe a bunch of bears and elephants. You came here to be civilized and have a better life, but no! You deserve to live in a zoo instead.

And yes, you Arabs with such a stupid mentality piss me off! Be proud of who you are, and teach your kids to be better people in this society. Stop the hate. If you hate each other, then no one else will like you.

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With a population of over 350,000 people, the odds of seeing people that you knew in the past seems to be slim to none. However, with my luck, why do I have to see people I do not like, or to be more precise, people I hate to death! Why me? Why do I get to see them!

Akh, today, I went to a clothing outlet store, and at the checkout, I saw her and her kids in the line. I was ahead of her in the line. As I was waiting, I twisted my head around, and I absolutely had no intention of looking at people, or even caring whose around me. I fidget a lot, and I can never get my self to stand still and just look in front of me. No, no, no. Bad me!

So I looked back and saw her. I murmured under my breath and said, “Of all people. Of all the shitty people I knew in my life, why did I have to see her fugly face?”

She was the second reason I quit my job last year. I hated her. I could not believe that people like her exist in this world. They are manipulative people who use their power for their own personal gains. Those people I hate. I despise people like that or even think that way.

I just remembered someone else who wanted to use me for his own personal gains. I don’t know what he was thinking, but I think now he understands that people like me work for pleasure and self recognition. Regardless of the amount of money, we do not like to be used to make someone else look better than us in life.

Anyways, I wanted to spit on her when I saw her. I wanted to go up to her and tell her that she won’t have a sweet run in life for too long. Not everyone out there is stupid and accepts people like her to take charge! Being a leader is more than that.

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Being a leader is all about respect and honesty. Not only towards others. Oh no! First, you have to learn to respect your self. Secondly, you to be honest with your self. I think the problem with many leaders that they don’t feel guilt or care about people around them. They are full of deception and are unethical when dealing with people. They think that everyone else is beneath them, and are just dirty heartless “prawns” or “bottom dwellers” in their playground.

When you are respectful and honest with your self, then people will inevitably recognize that trait in you and respect you for who you are. You cannot be a sneaky fake person forever. People are not blind and dumb, and will not put up with that shit.

Gosh, she really ruined my day. I hope I never see people like her that I despise ever again!

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Guess what! Well, I never explained to my lovely readers the nature of what I do at work. Well, simple. I am the computer programmer. I make web applications. Very fancy dynamic websites that not only look good, but they function well!

I wonder how much my bosses will sell those custom modules for!

Anyways, I am working on implementing a community right now. The part I have been working on is the simplest part. Guess what I am implementing from scratch? Yep, you guessed it! I am creating a blog!

How did my hobby become my life?

I thought writing in a blog was fun, but try creating one from scratch. I should work for Wordpress.org. Seriously, also, I do all that fancy quick interface stuff like Facebook dynamic visual craziness. I am slowly becoming a Javascript and Ajax guru. Maybe Yahoo or Google can hire me later in life!

I feel like I am still behind, and I need more time to mature as a computer programmer.

On a side note, I need to seriously get the new module or feature I have been eying installed and ready to go on my site. I couldn’t the past weekend because the stupid thing I downloaded wouldn’t work with my template. Argh!! I hate hate hate editing someone else’s awful code. It’s like my worst nightmare!

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