I am mean. I am evil. I do not like spam. Especially the disgusting no good human spam. The smell of that odor kills my senses. It is making me ill as I am typing. I don’t care too much about robotic automated spam. My spam filter can catch it. I just don’t like to deal with the worst type of spam. I really don’t want to monitor human mental waste. Please don’t come here to my blog to dump your wasteful thoughts. I do read every single comment. I accept tasteful criticism. However, if you come here just to attack or post a very negative comment to belittle me, to show how your backwards mentality works, than by all means, go ahead, you are only spam. So spam away. I don’t care. The more you spam, the more my spam filter will enjoy eating your sorry childish writing. So please, keep spamming so I can laugh at your stupidity.

If you think this is unfair, than no it is not. It is my site, I paid for the domain name. I pay for monthly hosting. I created the site. I post here daily dumping my thought for the world to read. Yet, I control who can comment. You got something intelligent to post than great. If this bothers you, than I can solve this once and for all. I will block your IP address from even viewing my site. That’s more fair right?

Anyone got a problem with it?

Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!

Sometimes life is funny. You sit there and you wonder who truly loves who. You sit there and think that you love someone so much.. and yet they don’t love you back. Other times someone loves you so much, yet you cannot love them back. I had many similar experiences.. Yet I look back and think.. what if I have given that guy a chance..?? Or if I wasn’t too picky. But now thinking about it. Maybe it was the best decision. I mean I completely don’t believe in love anymore. It’s pure BS. And I will never love again. I promised my self that. I am a really emotional person and I cannot stand being hurt again. So I sit there all morning and this guy I went to university with keeps talking to me and asks me if I got married yet. and why.. and will I ever go to UAE cause he moved there.. I was like holy crap.. leave me alone.. I have no interest in going to any Arabic country and obviously I have no interest in you! I am pretty mean when someone continually pisses me off….

Then there are times when I just wish love wasn’t that big of a deal. I mean what is love really? I mean is it an obsession? Is it continually thinking of someone non stop day in and day out? I mean what’s the big deal really? Love.. such a stupid word I swear. Why not just call it obsession! That’s really what it is about. Your obsessed with someone and when that someone leaves you, than you go crazy.. because the daily obsessive habits have been stopped ever so suddenly. That’s all it is! And since obsession is a psychology disorder (ie, obsessive compulsive behavior), than you are cured when the obsessiveness ends! See.. so stop love.. no need to be obsessed and everything will be great!

Who am I kidden.. I am crazy.. What the hell am I saying now? Who knows.. half the time I have no clue what I am saying.. all I know is that more people are heartbroken and sad and don’t believe in such thing as real love.. I am part of that clique.. and I think I was forced into it slowly.. than was initiated as its VIP member! So I call a meeting today..!! Who will join my craziness!! Let’s all be selfish, mean and not be in love anymore.. it’s the only way to not be hurt or ever think of someone to hurt us again!!

Ranting as usual!, Whatever!

I spent my evening chatting with my friend. So this is a true story between two Arabic girls. She told me the story of how her friend was completely jealous of her the other day by saying the stupidest comments ever. So this girl kept telling my friend this: “why you wearing those black Marciano jeans. I thought you had no money to pay for such expensive jeans. Plus why you wearing them during the day. If you wear such jeans it is only for going out to parties or clubs. You are so Arabic. Your style is so Arabic being all dressed up with all that makeup. Stop being like an Arab with that style. Plus those pants are made for black girls with big bootys, is that what you are trying to do? It doesn’t suit you. Also take off all that makeup. My boyfriend is going to come and you look so Arabic with the makeup and clothes. You need to change your style.”

My friend was in complete shock. I told her to stop talking to this girl. I met the girl on Friday my self. She drove with her to my city to meet the boyfriend she claims as hers that she met the week before. Eff.. So my friend is so pissed. I told her I had a bad vibe the moment I met her. I couldn’t wait till she got out of the car cause it was either me or her for another 10 minutes! I don’t know why my friend is still friends with such a girl. Some girls are pathetically jealous and big time users. My friend tells me how she borrows money from her and never gives it back to go to restaurants and to buy expensive clothing. I donno. Some people are friggen weird. I just told my friend to stop this craziness and either tell her off or leave her. This has been a continuous problem that I got tired of hearing about.

One characteristic of girls I cannot stand is jealousy! I find it to be this horrible trait that I fear with all my heart and I am completely scared of!

Ranting as usual!, They said what?

Aah.. I have been so grumpy and sick lately. I donno what is happening to me. I think I am just in need of serious time off. This is my dilemma eh. I can’t help it. I have never been so stressed.. Well I have been more stressed than this.. but this is a first in a while.

Anyways.. I just need to cheer my self up a bit.. I need something to watch or listen to now. I am not sleepy. I have so much to do and not enough hours of a day. So another late nighter.. aghh..

So I want someone to tell me a joke. Anyone got jokes to tell me? You readers out there.. anything funny to tell me so I can laugh for a bit? That would be fun.

It has been so quiet lately in the blog world. Only few active writers. What has happened to the internet world. Super busy.. aaghh.. I hate this. I need to read something for a bit. Read about how other ppl are not enjoying their time.

I always wondered about this. Do I enjoy reading about how miserable a person’s day was or how great it was. I think I am 50:50. I like to read about both feelings.

So how am I feeling right now?

I feel really weak. My back is hurting from the chair because I didn’t get off of it for the past 3 hours. I feel that my stomach is turning. I just don’t feel well. I think I am coming down with some type of flue. You know flue rhymes with shoe? Maybe I need a new shoe! lol

Aaah spring is coming.. soon summer. I need new shoes. New clothes. Aah I can’t wait I swear.. this has been the gloomiest winter ever. Shoooo winter.. let spring come! I miss the birdies under my window!!

Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!

I just woke up and I feel all cranky. Even though this is the first time this week I slept early. (early meaning 11:30 pm)..ÂÂ? IÂÂ? just need more sleep. I will go back to sleep. I miss sleep for 12 hours a day. lol Yeah right.. Never had that in a few months… Aaah.. I hate it when I wake up and my body is soar and I feel like I have some type of rheumatism killing my joints!! Aaagh..

Back to morning sleep.. long day ahead of me!

Funny, Ranting as usual!