Well, I haven’t indulged in the act of counting the days I have been sitting at home and doing nothing yet. I haven’t gone that crazy yet. Give me some time before I do. Everything takes time. Anyways, so I was thinking, at my rate of horrible luck in life and everything I do, what do you think is a more likely event to happen in my life first?

Blah Blah, Confused, Depressed, Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post

Last night I had a really weird dream. I always have weird dreams, but I try to always find a meaning to the symbols in it, but this one was hard for me to understand.

I dreamt that my tooth hurt, and I tried so hard to take it out with my bare fingers. I ended up taking the tooth out and throwing it a dirty bowl. The tooth had blood stains, and the root of the tooth was black. It was in perfect condition, no decay, but just black root.

My mouth was gushing blood from what I did. It wouldn’t stop. Then I ended up near a couch and fainting. Many people surrounded me, but I don’t know who they were. They tried to help me and stop the bleeding. Some kept saying you finally got rid of the black. Finally. Then, they left.

I woke up and I was in a room with many girls. Each one was busy, but I noticed that my mouth was still bleeding, but I got up and just looked around. The girls seemed familiar and some I knew, but others I didn’t. Each one was doing something that I can’t remember now. Maybe talking to someone or reading or studying. I wasn’t sure. So I just walked around trying to talk to someone, but they didn’t even look at me. No one talked to me because they couldn’t see me or maybe they are just ignoring me.

Then, I woke up and I can’t remember any other details.

So what does it mean?

Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post, They said what?

And I gathered my people and we marched with our heads high to boycott Valentines Day again like we do every year.

The tradition is still alive and will continue forever and ever.

Don’t you love me for that?

Angry, Blah Blah, Idiots, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, Sleepy Post, Thank you, They said what?, Whatever!

When you only slept for two hours last night, and suffered all day from a headache, then you are acting 100% like a drunken fool. Two cups of coffee, and two cups of tea minus sleep makes a person see stars in the middle of the afternoon.

I think I am semi-normal now and back to my insomnia and extra caffeine intake. I am back to the Mona you people love. Let’s see how long I will last being like this again. I still got a few brain cells active that haven’t been totally lost.

Oh.. The smell of hot coffee permeating my office is a pleasure to my soul. I wish I can share this moment with someone.

Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post

I wonder how it feels to talk to someone. Like really talk to someone and them listening to you. I don’t think anyone has ever done that for me before..

Depressed, Sleepy Post