I got an email saying the following, and the person that sent it seems to love my blog enough that not writing on here and being such an awful blogger is killing him!

He said,

You okay? You haven’t posted on your blog for a few days, and the last post was about suicide, albeit of the vegetable kind.

I didn’t even think of it that way. I just thought is was a hilarious clip! I am easily amused.

Anyways, why the lack of updates?

You see, I don’t know if I am lazy, or busy. I think since I am so busy, I turn to a sloth by dinner time and I don’t have anything to say. Plus, I don’t really converse much with people, so my stories are pretty limited. Believe me, less headache the past year because I don’t have to deal with people’s stories and them abusing my friendship.

Anyways, I discovered lately why I am a bad student or even was in University. I like to learn, don’t get me wrong. I am a procrastinator, obviously. But my problem is that I have zero attention span. Even if I start any school work early, I cannot get my self to complete it. I don’t feel any pressure then. I only work with pressure hovering over my head. That’s when I know I have to do it, NOW!

Haha.. yah! One more year and I will get certified! So awesome!

It is funny that when I started to take continuing education, and you guys know my mom, a typical Arab lady who brags, that the other Arab moms are replying back, “oh, well my daughter does it too! Oh no no, they are doing their masters!” Hmm, did I miss something? Sure, but I have some people or find people on Facebook and you know Facebook, brag town, and they are doing shit. But you know me guys, believing some people is like believing in green aliens!

But I do believe in red aliens!

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If you have been living in a bubble, then you don’t know what’s going on in the middle east. One lady yesterday asked me while I was waiting to get my car serviced this, “Where is Tunisia?”

I know that the middle east seems oh so small and only constitutes countries like Saudi Arabia, United Arab Emirates, Iraq, Syria, Palestine, Jordan and Egypt, but seriously, if you are 25 years old or above, start a learning mission in your life! Learn about countries in the world. Learn about different cultures. Learn about general historic movements in the world. And finally, learn about dictatorship and the true meaning that us Arabs are tired of being quiet!

The world is a small bubble now because of the instant media and people driven social networking. I don’t even know if I watch or hear the news anymore using the traditional methods. The internet. The internet has killed them all!

Let me tell you about Tunisia. I know you are wondering why a Palestinian girl is going to talk about Tunisia. Well, in 1990, I visited the country. I was 9 years old and I spent summer vacation there for about 2 months. It is the most gorgeous Arab country I ever visited. The locals are amazing friendly people, and it is a very touristic country. Everywhere you go there are tourists from Europe and the rest of the world.

It is funny that I am 30 years old, and the majority of Arab presidents rulers are still the same ones!

Ahh, I am waiting for a few more presidents to be kicked out too. They are long over due.

So, please take this poll and predict which Arab country will loose its ruler next!

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I know many of the Arab countries I didn’t mention are monarchies or still have newer presidents, but it is hard for a monarchy to end quickly. But anything is possible and unexpected! 2011 has witnessed 16 days of craziness so far!

Yikes!

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Last night, an Arab female emailed me regarding some problems and issues with a guy. Sometimes following the rules and being who you are is not always the best solution. But then again, who is right?

Dear Mona,

I’m an arab girl,, I got into a relationship when i was 18 with a guy who was 5 years older and after 2 and a half years he broke up. Long story short is he cheated on me and I never really got him to admit it but it’s pretty clear and so I guess he got bored or he thought we weren’t very serious or maybe I became extra ‘baggage’ for him because he dumped me in May 2010 before my exams and AFTER i got hit by a car. Now, I am writing to you, to ask, what do I do to get over him…Why do i miss someone who played mind games and basically thought so low of me….How can I move forward…He has another a girlfriend, maybe a different one than the girl he cheated on me for…It was my first love…He promised me a lot, to be together forever, marriage, he said he loved me and appreciated me and I don’t understand why men do that…

ANyways you seem like the best person to help me understand my problem in hopes of moving forward….

I never contacted him since he broke up with me thought he tried for 6 months after…never saying he missed me or wanted to pick things back up again…just that he was sorry and wanted to know how I was..

but knowing xxx…it was probably to make me believe he’s a good person and didnt really , couldnt possibly, have cheated.

My Response

Dear confused Arab girl. Don’t worry, some of us have suffered worse. Try being with a guy for a number of years and then out of anger you leave each other. Then without you knowing it, he got married to a girl from some other country that knows shit about him? I don’t know why guys do that, but then again, girls do that as well. Mostly in our culture. I find Arab girls and guys to be very weak when it comes to commitments and getting to know each other first and love one another before marriage. I never understood why it is hard, but being an Arab girl my self, I think the mentality that love is wrong before marriage is still widely taken into consideration.

At least you only managed an innocent relationship with a guy who said he will “change” for 6 months. Try years! Try wasting years of your life and where does it end up? Yep, you guessed it, not together!

I am sorry to hear that you were in an accident and you were thought of as extra headache cause of it. It was not your fault you were hit by a car. What if you were married and were hit by a car? Too much for him to handle that he will ask for divorce?

Anyways, how to forget? That is a really good question, and I do have an answer. You see, when life keeps going and many things over time occupy your thoughts and days, then forgetting someone you loved or thought you loved is easy. It just takes time, and this time needs to be filled with your own life, not his. He doesn’t care, but why should you? So think about your self, think about your life and thank God you don’t have to deal with him anymore.

You may end up being a bitter old lady like me whose mother is desperate to marry off, or you may end up more mature and make a better choice for the next guy since now you know what you want. You will also notice the right or wrong about the guy right away without thinking too much.

So relax, stop worrying about it, and think about your future, because he didn’t.

Got questions?

If you have any questions or a story to share and want me to comment on or the visitors to comment on, then don’t hesitate to contact me.

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I feel good. I really do. I know it is very odd for some of you to read this, but dammit, I feel so damn fine! Only because I had enough and I complained. I went straight to the boss and told her EVERYTHING! I just got tired of some people’s constant anger and mockery. I just had enough. It is not my job to do their job and then get screamed at on top of that.

See what happens when you are a nice polite helpful individual? You get stomped on constantly! Therefore, my real New Year’s resolution was that I had enough and I am just gonna tell it like it is! I am just going to be upfront about everything because I can’t keep things inside me anymore. It got me no where in the past!

Ahh people, I don’t give a shit anymore. I want to live my life happy as happy can be! Is that too much to ask?

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One of the guys that messaged me yesterday on Facebook messaged again today asking why I don’t talk to him much. So I replied back saying I don’t talk much and I didn’t think I was supposed to message him every hour. Also, he told me he was 36, but I saw his profile and it is 10 years younger. I just casually mentioned it and said it might have been a typo and I am here but I am not a very talkative girl.

Therefore, this is the reply I got and I was like WTF is wrong with men!

Doesn’t matter, dear. Don’t get me wrong. It’s about your cold and arrogant attitude at that point in time. I felt it and it didn’t feel very good.

So then you are saying you talked to me like I am an idiot just because you “thought” I was younger than you. Are you the type that judges men by their age?

Usually that type is self sufficient and plus they do bad things themselves, thats why they are that judgmental.

Maybe you are the type that dates black guys (sorry but this I don’t like)…just like you women are prejudiced about age.
Maybe you sleep around with you canadian office people. you know office mentality.
You look like you are single. So maybe there is a good reason for that.

So never mind my age dear.

don’t i have enought life experience for a 36 y.o. lol I have been places and i know people…but I always give them a chance to improve, especially the first impressions.

I would like to get to know you, only if you will have enough patience to let me. Together we can change a few things.

talk to you soon.

And I replied to him saying:

Wow. I love your judgment. By the way, I was talking to you back and forth before I added you and I didn’t even know or care about your age. You mentioned your age, and I saw your profile and it didn’t match. Therefore I mentioned it. If you took offense of it and then judged me to the most extreme sinful disgusting point of anyone’s life then sorry I even mentioned it.

I am sorry I even bothered or replied to you. And thank you for judging me.

-Mona

Dear God! What is wrong with my life! He insults me and still wants to give it a chance. WTF is wrong with ARAB GUYS!! No wonder I am single, because Arab men are F@#$@! UP!

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