This post may sound a bit blunt, but hey, I don’t care and I never do. Anyways, there are two things that really piss me off from two extreme types of people, especially Arabs: the religious fanatics and the political adversaries.

Why I don’t like them, actually I hate them and that’s why I am like fuzz people, why can’t you spend your time doing something better with your life instead of arguing these things day and night. No one cares and here is why:

Religion

I don’t care about religion. I think religion is from the heart and it is something we accept and we practice to please our selves and God. Why do I have to please you? Who the hell are you?

Politics

Last time I checked not every single one of you went to University or College to study some type of political sciences. Yet, the majority of you are political analysts, and you want to drag me into this. Hello, middle east, I don’t care!! No one cared about my Palestinian people as they have been suffering for over 60 years! You guys know shit about politics, yet all you guys do is talk about it like no tomorrow. Everyone wants to be a political critic. Political critics my ass! If it was that easy, humanity would have not or still not be suffering in some form or another politically, and even socially. So shut up, you don’t know any better.

P.S. I still love you guys, but you really piss me off.

Ranting as usual!, Whatever!

I don’t even know where to begin yapping and complaining. But I am still recovering, or really rejuvenating. I know the hell will be back again next week, but what can I do??

I think I am at my all time depression. It used to be bad when I was like 25 and 26. But now, ultimate peek. I know why though. I think I am at an age where I want so much, I work so hard, and I have been doing it for years but I am not seeing the benefit of it. I think it is more of a change of ideology then a change of daily habits. What do you guys think?

On a better note, I am getting my Blackberry Playbook next week. I pre-ordered it and I am waiting for the release. That will cheer me up for sure!

I am also back and active on Twitter @rebelliousgirl. So add me and talk to me there if you need me ASAP or want to ask a question. I keep up with it more than the Facebook account. I need people to talk to. Life is too depressing and I need you guys to cheer me up.

Random Thoughts

I would stop blogging and just end this site, but I can’t. I feel it is a part of me and I just can’t let go. It is like my baby! Blog baby!

Anyways, I have been having a horrible week. My work sucks ass. I work with a bunch of crazy people. I don’t even want to discuss it anymore than that. Crazy crazy. I am learning to ignore people at work really well.

So what’s new with the world? I spent it being pissed off that I don’t read news, don’t care but watch pointless TV shows so I don’t think or bother with the world. Ahh, life is tough for a rebellious arab girl. I am discovering that I am far too rebellious that I need to tone it down and not bother with anything. I want to stop caring about the world and everything in it and just focus on the number one priority, me.

It’s good to be self absorbed sometimes.

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I find the words very powerful. I love it.. great music!!

My taste of Music

You know, this post may seem sappy but after so many years being alone, I have no idea what being in love is anymore. How do people fall in love? How do people share feelings for one another? Is it easy like before, or so complicated because we live in a world with various forms of communication?

So many questions, but what is the answer?

I don’t know what love is. I don’t even remember if I ever loved anyone or if I could call it love. Why are people so obsessed over “love”?

I want that tingly feeling that people talk about. I want butterflies in my stomach. I want this emotional tie with someone. I want this “thing!”

However, is it all just part of my imagination? Is it all just psychological nonsense?

I think I want lots of things in life, but I don’t know if this thing called “love” something I want forever, or just want to experience it once in my life to just say that I did. You guys know what I mean.

Happy Loving Tuesday!

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