I know, I know. I get so many people jumping on my back and I don’t know if my body can handle that many people, and no you sickos, DON’T IMAGINE ANYTHING right now. Thank you. So, the past week has been amazing. I was sick, my throat was making me sing a different tune, my head was aching, and I kept exerting stuff out of my body that didn’t seem normal. Yah I know, gross intro.

Then it was Tuesday or Wednesday, but I didn’t blog normally. I haven’t for a while really. I guess people expect me to comment regarding the fire in the Middle East. My homeland. My people! Dude! It is not a fire. It is just normal average people like you and I that thought really hard and said, “shit.. our lives suck because our rulers make us feel like shit, we ain’t got no money, and our countries have enormous resources that would make us happy people.. but who the hell is taking all the money? Why the hell we are treated like dirt?” Yada yada.. All of you know that in order to expect any type of change is to just think different, even just a tiny bit and just say it. Just state your opinion! If the dumb ass in front of you doesn’t want to hear it and think you are a piece of shit, then ignore and just stand for what you believe in. That’s what I call rebellious. Be different and tell others why you think that way. However, being killed cause of it is disgusting and the world needs to stop being so political and say we can’t do anything cause it is not our problem. Believe me, it will become the whole world’s problem when we can’t afford to pay for gas or buy anything! See what happens when Arabs get pissed?

Anyways, I have been a victim of ridicule and hate when I started this blog because DEAR GOD my blog was so full of sin and people hated me for you know, saying stuff on the internet. No one has to agree, but as human beings all we really care about is our dignity and others to respect us for who we are and what we think.

Now to get back to life. My life. Well, not really, but more of a general thought I have been thinking about a lot the past 2 weeks. You see, I always wondered what makes us bitter people. Like bitter in a sense of not caring or being so cold and resentful of others. In my case, I feel that people like to take advantage of my care free personality and overly kind actions. I can’t help but be nice to others. Then, all of a sudden, people around me change, and treat me like crap or last on their list and that’s it. What did they expect me to do then? Give them a hug?

I may be the bitter and the very sour person, and if I can go back in time and think a little bit differently, I would still do the same thing. It’s our dignity and self respect that we care about. If actions lead us to think negatively and become bitter about certain things, so be it. Why does it really matter to anyone? Honestly, I want to grow old and still be the same person with bitter thoughts about a lot of things. I like it. It makes me think. If one day I ever feel regret, then I give permission to visitor A-Z to hunt me down and shoot me.

Being rebellious in thoughts is a wonderful thing. But being totally out of it because of NyQuil the past week is even better!

Blah Blah, Categorize this!, Random Thoughts, Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!

I know most of you won’t like this song, but you know what? I do listen mostly to Rap and R&B. I like it! I do like pop music too, but not all!

“I am all grown up!”

My taste of Music

I have been sick all weekend long. I have strep throat, bad crap that is bloodish, orangy, or yellowish colour coming out of my body. And I have a good topic to write about, but I will leave it till later today maybe.

I am really enjoying my long weekend, caughing.

Blah Blah, Whatever!

Rebellious Arab Girl’s music video from early 2008 created by the late Brian H. RIP..

I like the tune! It’s always nice to have a song or music written for you..

I wonder what my theme song would be like in 2011 after over 5 years blogging.. I think it would be more jungle like!

P.S. The layout to my site was so old in the video!! I liked it though, nice and blue!

My taste of Music

Today my mom comes up to me when I got home from work and said,

“A lady (mom friends with her) said that there is a guy who is looking for a wife. And wants an answer ASAP!”

I said, “No.”

Then I said, “ASAP? So he has 10 girls lined up eh? Waiting for the quickest answer!”

Mom said, “You are 30! Don’t you ever want to get married? We won’t be alive forever!”

I said, “I am living the best life anyone can ever live! I have freedom to do what I want! No one to bother me!”

Mom said, “The lady asked me to ask your dad to get his opinion.”

I said, “Since when does dad or anyone have an opinion regarding this matter? No one even dares asks me to do anything like clean my room, you think he has control over this?”

Mom said, “Welek 3eeb!!”

I said, “Blah! I don’t want to get married! Unless he is rich or a doctor! ”

She said, “Doctor? Who do you think you are?”

I said, “I worked really hard in my life. I got a University education, I work my butt off daily at work and I got a job with my own two hands with no one’s help! I am not throwing that away for some desperate guy and to be a baby popper!”

Mom said, “Go find a guy from the internet then or just go and find someone!”

I said, “Blah blah blah!”

Any hot Arab Canadian guy wanna hook up? It is Valentines after all and my mom is bored of my daily craziness!

Blah Blah, They said what?, Whatever!