Well then, happy new years to you too! I know it’s already tomorrow in Australia, but here, we are still enjoying the last day of 2011.

I am enjoying it for many reasons, but the primary reason because it is almost over! Worst year ever! But I just brush it off and move on. I don’t even remember what happened this year to make it memorable. I think I am just going to lay low today and sleep through next year. I honestly don’t care about celebrating any new year. I never did and I hate staying up.

I am so negative! But think about, according to my Capricorn 2012 forecast, 2012 will suck! I am going to sleep right though it and lay low this upcoming year.

Happy new years to everyone!

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My God! I have been back for a total of how many days to this blog and I get this!!??

i was reading your blog about rebelious arab girl have no idea how i managed to come across such a shallow page, however i sympathise for you because surely your a very insecure individual with serious depression and negativity to come up with such a silly thing, i was born arabian (alhamdullah) my mother is iraqi and my father is lebanese/palestinian, the way i have been brought up has nothing to do with who i am, i grew up in the Uk and i get away with things no race on earth could possibly get away with because my parents are very undersanding and caring, thing is i dont choose to do any rebelious acts because i am a muslimah and nothing on this planet not even love can get between my religion, ive seen plenty of rebelious bitches that are pregnant from there silly acts and your telling me there happier than i am? naa i would rather stay a virgin and get married to one very sexy ARAB guy than lay around getting played about my europeans who are using me for one thing and one thing only. bottom line is your one unsatisfied ugly bitch that stares at her self day in and day out in the mirror trying to find an answer to why you dont fit into your roots, majorly because arabs are beautiful and perfect and you look nothing like them so obviously there going to pick on you

sorry for my honesty
Timaa stunninger arab

And I agree. I am a hideous ugly bitch who is rebellious and screws around all day with guys. I have been pregnant 10 times and every time I had an abortion and I am going to hell for killing 10 lives. Hence, that is exactly what Rebellious means.

God help you.

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Since I have been back, I have been asked several questions related to the Arab Spring, USA, Israel, etc via email. The chaos in the middle east has really popularized the word “Arab.” I don’t really care what you think of Arabs if you are or not one. Arabs are just a culture with a language. Not everyone of them is the same.

So, let me explain to you what an Arab really is. You see, us Arabs are culturally reserved and justify everything with old conservative traditions mixed with religion. But you know, we do like all sort of people, especially other Arabs. Almost everyone in our neighbouring area is our cousin of some sort. So if you see us arguing with someone, it is usually someone we know and related to us. We like to discuss world politics and problems, but we don’t really get out of our comfort zone and do something totally different, but use violence instead.

We go to work, raise the kids, and force them to be doctors or engineers if they are a boy. If it’s a girl, then she is luckier, she has to still be educated and be married at 21, but before then is way better. Arab girls my age usually have teenagers by now.

Really, Arabs are cool. They are just misunderstood because they are so passionate about the little things that really have no significant value, but they are important to them. We like to be loud in public and we are the ones that say Bebsi and not Pepsi. We have heavy accents and we translate things in our head purely from Arabic to English without realizing that no one is understanding us and think we are demented.

We like being Arabs! 80%+ of us are Muslims and the Quran is written in the language that we speak and write. We have rich culture and history and we are happy how we turned out. We live our lives in peace and only care who is getting married next, who graduated first, and if the grandkids are fed and raised properly. We are just like any other culture.

We love who we are. Really. But it is so funny because the Arab world occupies over 13,000,000 square kilometres of land mass and we still live in diaspora and leave our homelands. We just like to be all over the place and never satisfied sometimes.

I could say more, but I will get hate mail right now. Oh well. I like being an Arab. It’s in my blood and no matter how much you try to change your self, no matter where you live, you cannot change or deny being one. It’s awesome!

Peace!

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I am surprised of the number of people that still remember me from this blog. Not only that, people still search on google looking for the rebellious arab girl.

I am deeply touched.

I feel now that I have never left. Maybe I was on a rebellious hiatus? Who knows.

So what have I been doing for the past 5 months. Really? Only 5 months. That is sad. I couldn’t make it half a year even without staying away.

You won’t believe that I actually feel alive. I really feel that I belong somewhere and people are actually hearing what I have to say. No one really did the past few months. I felt alone in the world that I created. I go to work, I do my homework for my business continuing studies class and sleep. That was my life. Also, because I stayed away from blogging I did really bad in that class. I got a B+! OMG! Don’t even get me started on how I got that. I was routing for my A, but you know, when you spend so long not being able to express your self, words in school or anywhere else that requires pointless reports become meaningless.

It was very difficult for me to write. I don’t know why. Why is it hard to write anything? A word that is attached to another. It is so simple, but so hard to do sometimes. Most of you have no idea what I mean when I write. Isn’t writing supposed to be filled with hidden messages that absolutely make no sense except to the writer? What if I told you that half the time I have no idea what I am saying either?

I have a lot of stories that pertained to work. Did I tell you guys that I was at the edge of quitting? I even said point blank, I will QUIT! Now I have my own office and I will no long go to other interviews. I hate going to interviews, and now I am interviewing people. I am a project manager/everything else that pertains to software. Too bad no one yet to hire, and a lot said that they will come for an interview but never show up. I hope their excuse is that they are dead!

Yesterday I was thinking that I can run this entire software part of the company by my self. And I could! I can sell, maintain customers, and make software. I am all in one, like those cool HP printers! Anyways, I should go back and pretend to work again.

So, what is your new year’s resolution?

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After a long withdrawal from my blog, I feel that I cannot stay away. I needed time off though. I have been writing for God knows how long, and I was thoughtless. I was really at a point in my life where I could not put all the thoughts I wanted to say in public. I wasn’t afraid though or anything. I was just dead.

You may be thinking, oh here we go again, but seriously, yes, here we go again. And this time, I won’t shut up.

Lots of crap happened and is happening in the Arab world. I can’t even believe it, but I think it was about time. I just think there is a smarter non-violent way of articulating one’s thoughts. However, how could you tell that to people that don’t know how to use their intelligence for something useful. What has the Arab world done in the past 100 years?

The world is progressing, and they are quickly going backwards. Yes, freedom! Democracy! How are they planning to get it? Kill as many people and blame the government! Use the most powerful tool known to humans, the media, and abuse it! Such a furtive maneuver! Who is going to stop them?

Yeah, there are elections coming up in the Western World. Go figure.

However, what amazes me is my parents. They are glued to the television watching news and saying, “Oh no! Syria.. poor Syrians! Blah blah!” You guys know me, I can’t stand hypocrisy, even from my own parents. I tell them, why are you bothering? No offence to any Syrians out there! But seriously, 64 years and no one gave a shit about us Palestinians. Now the media is covering Syria and Palestinians can’t even get recognized as an independent sovereign state.

My parents think I am crazy, but you know what? I don’t even talk to Arabs here, do I care about them 1000′s of miles away?

My God! I pay a lot of taxes in this good old Canada. At least it is damn cold, I get free health care, and they accepted me as a citizen. I can’t say that about any Arab country.

God help them.

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