i fell asleep around 7 pm.. then i woke up in time to watch the american idol results.. can we say yaaay!! kelly is history!! finally.. so who is the next worst singer.. hmmmm..

anyways i am so tired now and i cannot really function and my eyes are hurting.. time to sleep early.. lool

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It’s shining from sea to shining sea.. it’s every where you go!! Man…. I like glitter and shiny stuff, but everything is glitter and shiny things.. I go to the mall.. and I wanted a glitter beaded purse.. I find one, but it’s too small.. and so expensive for nothing.. so my plan for a purse went down hill.. then I try to find these new arabian / indian style glitter shoes.. I look and I look.. nice.. they look like cardboard.. they cose too much and they don’t have it in my size.. great.. plan two failed.. next plan.. I wanted glitter pants.. or beaded pants.. nop.. that plan failed too.. they were out of the cool ones I wanted.. .. my bad luck.. I am gonna go to another mall.. the mall next to my house is becoming pathetic.. half the stores are closing.. and the current stores suck.. …
Anyways.. I am still reading “Digital Fortress”.. and I am enjoying it a lot!! it’s quite intriguing!! When I am done.. hopefully tomorrow I will post my comments on it..

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I just happened to come across this song , and it made me very depressed. Cuz I remember this song very well.. it reminded me of good times I had.. Times I wish I could bring back.. but what is a song.. just words no meaning.. nothing lasts forever.. today I met some people who have the same problem.. they love someone.. but that person won’t love them back. Is this how things are now a days? I thought I was the only person who is suffering from this.. then I keep meeting people (girls mostly) who have that same problem.. I don’t know is it my luck or that’s how things are now a days. I don’t know what to do.. Hearing their stories make me more depressed and I wished I was not in the same boat as them.. I wanted to be different.. but what am I to do.. I feel like I am gonna be suffering like this forever.. Is it fair? No.. but what am I to do anymore.. I don’t think my self as ugly.. Just an average looking Arabic girl.. but I am getting older.. and in my culture I should have been married and have 2 kids by now. But that’s not me. I am always the odd one.. I am afraid I will be like this for a long time and I won’t have a family or kids to call my own.. nothing.. just stuck in an endless rope with no top or botom.. I think I am gonna just go back to concentrating on something else.. not just sit here and keep wondering “what if”..

Angry, Ranting as usual!

I keep browsing the net for blogs by “Arabs”.. but I don’t see that many. Or I have not seen that many. Not even that many blog networks for arabs.. I am quite suprised.. I saw a lot of Jordanian and Palestenian and UAE’en.. but that’s it.. Where is everyone.. am I missing something.. I am usually good at searching for stuff on the net, but this is puzzling me.. Common people.. I know many of you read my blog… make a blog.. join the fun.. even if you don’t think you enjoy writing that much you can add photos or jokes or something.. Make something your own.. Can you imagine if every person who had a computer or access to a computer in the world owns a blog how the world would be.. a bit more friendly.. or a bit more opinionated.. I mean to be realistic.. we all read or watch the news.. It is “someone’s” opinion in the end.. why not get your story.. your perspective on things.. I think it is worth while.. and it kind of gets you to have better writing habits (maybe.. mine isn’t improving ya’ll..).. and it’s something to share with the world..

Listen to me!

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It’s too early for me to write.. but here I am on a Sunday morning typing away.. I had a weird dream.. I dreamt it was my engagement and I was wearing a green dress.. and it was a nice sparkly dress.. I don’t like wearing green!! Why did I dream it? And there were so many people at this party.. I didn’t even know they would care to come.. I think I am just thinking too much.. but green dress.. common.. no way!! Is it a sign!

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I found an interpretation:
Green
Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color.
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Should I be smiling? Or stay dumbfounded for a bit.. I am still half asleep..

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