I remember the day when I used to be hated a lot cause of the things I wrote on here. That’s why I stopped commenting on other people’s blogs or getting involved in the entire Arab blogsphere. I was hated, and with a passion. If you still hate me, I love you too! Another blog post from the past that I wrote on October 30, 2007. My favorite!

PS. People I knew stole my pictures from Facebook (before I made my fun separate blog account), and they made hate blogs against me. That’s when I knew I didn’t want the glamor and prestige of being an outspoken blogger. I just wanted to be me. Please note, I wasn’t drunk (God forbid) or anything. I was just extremely high on sugar when I wrote the post. Every time I read it I LMAO! (original blog post link)

I finally saw the light of hate! Hallelujah!

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Oh my lord! Dear Lord! Our one and only savior! I finally found the light. Thank you Lord for showing me the light! I finally know how it feels to be the celebrity I was meant to be! I always knew you had a special place for me in this internet world to be hated and loved equally. Thank you Lord for the balance and the equality! You are surely the one and only Lord with all the power! Thank you God! Amen to that. Hallelujah! May the Lord guide me into the star lights of internet fame. I finally know how it feels to be hated and rumors spreading around using my name. Oh the lord has finally showed me the light into the heart of people who love to hate me. To put words into my mouth and comment under my name for their enjoyment. What fools you are and those who believe you! Oh Lord may he bless you haters for increasing my fan base. Let there be haters oh Lord as much as there are lovers. Hallelujah! Amen to that! Let there be equal joy and prosperity to all of God’s creatures! The spot light is so much to bare. I can’t handle the fame. I think I am becoming, oh Lord, don’t let me say, POPULAR! I am getting blinded by the light of the fame. Hallelujah ma brothers and ma sisters. Amen!

I now know how Britney Spears feels.

I now know how Paris Hilton feels.

I now know how Lindsey Lohan feels.

I now know how Hillary Clinton feels

I now know how George W. Bush feels

Let the lord bless you haters for spreading the name of my site. Your breathtaking sites filled with great words of wisdom is not just funny and entertaining, it fucking increased my web hits by 500%! May the lord bless your hateful hearts towards me and let the Rebellion begin!

The Rebellion has begun my Lord! It finally begun!

Amen! Hallelujah! I saw the light. Thank you Lord!

Let the lord continue his blessing amongst you haters and my POPULARITY to boost!

I love you all! I FUCKING love you all!

I will not post the links of those low lives. I will just sit back and enjoy the hate and the web site hits!

PS. With this prayer you have read with me, we need to take a moment of silence to thank the Lord for this blessing. Amen!

Re-Read the prayer 10 times, and your popularity will also boost. Thank the lord for all his blessings. Amen!

Blah Blah, Funny, Thank you, They said what?

Due to the over whelming nature of my current life, I have decided that procrastination is not doing me any good and it is the reason why I am such a bad ass student. I was never a good student. I only got A- and B’s! No wonder why getting perfect was not a priority in my life. So, one more week of this Marketing course that is sucking the life out of me then I will be done 5 out of 7 courses for my project management certification. I decided I will re-post some of my popular controversial most hateful blog posts. I didn’t want to open them up again, re-posting them is easier. This is from August 25, 2009. (link to original post)

Why are Muslims turning Atheists?

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I had a pretty interesting afternoon trying to figure out why so many Muslims have turned Atheists. They seem to come out more now, and don’t care. You would think, that out of all the religions, a conservative one such as Islam, you would not have such a lack of faith.

A few weeks ago, when I learned that my cousins turned Christian, I was a bit dumbfounded. It is disappointing; however, it would have been worse if they completely lacked the faith of a higher power. At least they still believe in God, right?

In general, this lack of faith has a lot to do with where they are currently living, or what they are exposed to. Also, more and more Muslims are reading too much into their religion, and see how others are slowly destroying the image of it. Western media is trying to destroy it slowly. Muslims are lacking faith and don’t want to live this life, and are turning into a complete and opposite direction. I feel like we are back over 1400 years ago at the time of Jahiliyyah. I thought we ended this era. However, it doesn’t seem to be the case at all in such an exposed technology driven world.

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I am not a Muslim scholar, or have the right to preach about any religion. All I know is that we are all raised a certain way. However, we all grow up to chose what is best for us. Some of us seem to lack faith, effected by media, or just read too much into a very simplistic religion. Why can’t people learn the basics of a religion? If everyone does that, no one would use religion in violent manners, to oppress others, or to manipulate other’s thoughts.

Also, what’s up with Muslims that say they are Muslims, but don’t follow the religion at all? What does it matter what others think of you religiously, if you don’t follow it or care enough to learn about it?

NOTE! Please, if you want to reply to this post, avoid talking about science, evolution, or the story of Adam & Eve. I don’t have time for never ending debates, and stick to the point of this article. Muslims that turned Atheists, or people who lack faith in their religion. Thank you.

Blah Blah, Random Thoughts, Religion

I know you guys want to kill me or are thinking that I suck and I have been neglecting my blog, but really I am not. I check it every day and since the day I made this blog, I have read every single comment. I appreciate your feedback, but 95% of the time I don’t agree with you. Sue me.

Anyways, I will stop being my true mean self for a second and be a bit serious. A lot of people have been asking me about religion and if I am religious. Does it matter? You know what I can’t stand though? Defining religion in scales of being truly faithful or semi or not as much. How can that be? I was born into the Islamic faith. I love it. I do believe it is a great religion and I follow it the way I think is fit for my life style.

I am in no way an extremist or even use religion to justify anything. I just believe in One God. I believe we will be all judged at the end of all this, and we have to accept our fate and live our lives to the fullest. I mean it, to the fullest. We should never back down or use religion to keep saying no to things or classify people in ranges of religion. You can’t do that.

Also, I have a huge pet peeve about something. You see, I do believe we are all brothers and sisters in some form of another. I mean we are all intelligent beings who live in a very small world and labeling each other and brother and sister is what really binds us together. However, I don’t like it when people use that term trying to bond others in a religious sense but don’t really mean it.

Brothers and sisters in Isalm. Ok, I get the point. However, I am seeing so much corruption in the Arab world that has a ratio of 80% Muslims and the birth of the religon, and that being a brother or sister is last in anyone’s mind. Like the crap I have been reading of excessive murders of innocent people, rape, etc. What the hell? This is how you define brothers and sisters? Is this how you use religion or even speak of the name of religion?

Not only that, it seems that all the mass revolts and destruction happen on Fridays, right after prayer. Friday is our holy day to make peace with our selves, ask God for forgiveness, and spread the love and prosperity between our people. Now, in the Arab world they are using it to spread hate and invoke people to defy the rules. I understand the frustration of living in a corrupt political system and totalitarian rule, but give me a break. This is not a way to resolve things and just using religion to justify what you are doing.

I think my brothers and sisters, my Arab friends and distant blood relatives living in the most critical, beautiful, magnificent portion of the world, I understand the boiling blood permeating through your veins. I understand your anger and frustration of being great nations labeled as 3rd world countries because of the injustice and corrupt political systems. I understand how you desire basic human rights and freedom of voice and choice. However, why is the devil playing with your minds making you believe that force, corruption, hate, and extreme violence is the answer?

All I can say is stop the madness. Nothing good is coming out of this.

Religion, They said what?, Whatever!

Or writer.. I really do. Being a computer programmer has made me a very depressed individual for over 8 years. I think I need to use my talents to express my self, and honestly, if I wasn’t a creative person who likes art and making great user interfaces, I would have been sunk into the abyss of programming hell.

Yet, it is not that easy to become a full time writer. I think trying to express my self lately has taken a down turn and I am not opening up as I used to. I am not going ape shit and trashing something that happened to my life like it used to. I think being a programming has caused the following problem:

I have a serious short attention span in everything else in my life!

I tried everything in my life. Everything! I am so spontaneous in making decisions and just trying them out. I won’t get into the details, but what more can I do?

I think the reason that I tried so many things and I cannot make a decision of what I really like is what is driving me crazy and bogging me down all the time. Also, being an Arab limits my choices. However, being older I can just argue back to my parents and tell them WHATEVER.

My own dad is afraid of me now and he keeps saying, “when did you become this tough?” I tell him, “to survive in this house hold of being an Arab I have to be WAY tougher and sharp tongued to survive!”

It is true, you need to be tough to be an Arab living in a traditional home and balancing your life between western and eastern mentality.

Anyways, I am at work now, and I do not want to work. I feel like Mondays should be the day to get back in the mood and not just jump into work. I just don’t care anymore. I rather write. I miss writing and reading. I have my beautiful sexy Blackberry Playbook and I use it to read books more than anything. Writing is my next task! My real passion.

I am thinking my next project will be fiction and placing short story e-books on my website. I need to focus and make things happen. Screw programming, I did it for too long. I can’t wait to get my project management certification and move on with my life. Oh my patience! It is being tested and stretched out to major limits!

P.S. We should all be Latin dancing! Bailamos mis amigos!

Blah Blah, Culture, My taste of Music, Random Thoughts, They said what?, Whatever!

I guess some people keep nagging and telling me that I am a traitor to my culture and country cuz I never talk about it. It is hard to talk about something that is so hard for you to get a hold of. Even though I am Canadian and I can go, but I just won’t feel comfortable at all. I guess it is just a dream until peace really comes. Whenever that may be.

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